as i go about my days i am continuing to seek the Lord's will for what he wants me to do about next summer. i am finding it hard to tell what that may be as i have realized this year that as long as i am in His Will no decision i make is going to disappoint him. that's such a freeing thought; however, right now, i wish i could tell what is right and what is wrong. my heart's desire more than anything is to serve Him wherever he may be calling me, and i trust and believe that wherever i end up i'll be doing just that. the question, though, still lies in the where.

during chapel today, though, i was incredibly touched by a song we sang that i had never heard before, "You Are Still Holy" by Kim Hill...it follows:

Holy, You are still holy

Even when the darkness surrounds my life

Sovereign, You are still sovereign

Even when confusion has blinded my eyes

Lord, I don't deserve Your kind affection

When my unbelief has kept me from Your touch

I want my life to be a pure reflection Of Your love

And so I come into Your chamber

And I dance at Your feet,

Lord You are my Saviour

And I'm at Your mercy

All that has been in my life

Up 'til now It belongs to You

You are still holy

Holy, You are still holy

Even though I don't understand Your ways

Sovereign, You will be sovereign

Even when my circumstances don't change

Lord, I don't deserve your tender patience

When my unbelief has kept me from Your truth

I want my life to be a sweet devotion To You

And so I come into Your chamber

And I dance at Your feet, Lord

You are my Saviour

And I'm at Your mercy

All that has been in my life Up 'til now It belongs to You

I belong to You

And so I come into Your chamber

And I dance at Your feet

You are my Saviour And I'm at Your mercy

All that has been in my life Up 'til now It belongs to You

I belong to You

You are still holy

You are still sovereign

You are still holy, Lord

You are still righteous

You are all-knowing

You are still holy

and so the year continues with the phrase that continues to summarize everything thus far as well as comfort me: trusting blindly.